I have decided…. I am not going to enter into a relationship till I sort my life out… I hate being pressurized into anything and this is one of them… my priority is to get myself licenses sorted out before anything else…

I have been putting off my plan to leave the country as well… gotta get that sorted out as well… being in a relationship would mean I have to put in time and effort to meet and to chat… which is something I don’t have the time for…

I am too busy with guiding and with my job plus my dogs… I don’t think being in a relationship would be the best for me as this moment of time… I do love the idea of being in a relationship but I don’t have the time and energy for it…

I love my freedom and I don’t wanna have anyone over my head controlling my lifestyle or restricting me in any way… No, it is not about the clubbing or the pubbing... No it is not about me having friends placed as my top priority… why must everything I do has to about something/someone else??? Why can’t it ever be about me???

I need “me” time without anyone questioning me… I think I deserve it… it doesn’t matter who or what I choose to spend it with… I need time… what may seem to you to be a total time waste may mean something for me… as the saying goes, “ one man’s meat another man’s poison”… the same thing applies here…

Sure, I do envy those who are in a relationship right now… I am happy for them and their decisions; they have made the step after careful consideration…

I, on the other hand, am still unsure… being single means I am responsible for myself only and no one else… no one to report to, no one to answer to, to one to justify myself to… if I wanna do anything, it is to please myself only…

So from now on and for ever more, I declare myself married to myself and no one else… hahahahahaha….

Happy wedding day to me…