I am sometimes amazed by the audacity of some people… they claim to be something else but turn out to be something else… people who know me well enough are there to see what I have been through and what runs through my mind when I am faced with a similar situation… others just think that I have not learnt my lesson… either way, it doesn’t affect me in any way…

I am a strong woman who knows what I am doing and is answerable to myself and God…

So… to all those self – righteous pompous arses who snide what I do, I would like to tell them to shove their high and upright noses up where the sun doesn’t shine cause I don’t really give a rat’s ass of what you think is right and wrong…

Just the other day, I was having a discussion with my friend about the phrase “birds of a feather flock together”… Personally, in general, I think it’s a load of hog wash… before anyone says anything, I would like, for the record, to state “THIS IS MY BLOG AND I WILL OR DO ANYTHING THAT DAMN WELL PLEASES ME”…

So we were saying, going through my life’s experiences, I have changed from a sweet, demure, walk-all-over-me girl to step-on-me-and-you-will-die type… I know such a drastic change isn’t really good for a woman but circumstances have made me this way… I digress…

Coming back to people who think alike and them sticking together… I have gone through several groups and I have noticed that not one of them are close to be alike… a perfect example would be my ex – classmates from UNISA… we were 6 different people from 6 different walks of life and had 6 different personalities… we stuck together and became a “groupie” … we were never alike even after the end of the course… but yet till today we are always in touch via msn, facebook or blogs… so how does the phrase “birds of a feather flock together” come in place in this scenario… I have seen loads of people in my life… from gangsters to perpetual cheaters… I have seen their “groupies” and they are all as sick as they are…

HOWEVER, I know of some people who are in that group but are not like them… so how does the phrase “birds of a feather flock together” come in place… it’s very easy to judge someone but have you ever noticed anyone judging you???? To comment “After all that you have been through, you are still sticking to shit” is majorly easy but have u stopped to take a look at yourself… are you really doing fine and dandy *using nice words*… have u stopped and ask me why am I like this??? No!!!! Since you have not, then I would suggest you stuff your comments somewhere else…

I believe everyone is nice… I allow people to walk over me to a certain extent… push my button and there is hell to pay… so don’t go round assuming that I am stupid… if I were really stupid, I would still be in the shit – hole… I’m not right??? So don’t judge me… I cannot stand people who come round judging my life as though this were some kinda sick competition…

the bottom line is that I have been leading my life for the past 26 year of my life on my own and yes I have had my fair share of falls but that doesn’t mean I have not learnt my lesson… I know what I am doing and am not a 5-year-old kid… I am going to hit my 30s’ for crying out loud… so quit trying to baby me… I have always been stubborn… and I have always been the type where the more someone tells me not to do something without a valid reason, I would do it just to spite you… I have been living my life very well, thank you very much…

So why don’t you gather your stuff and vamoose outta my life ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps. super random blogging…

pss. am majorly pissed…

psss. damn!!!!! Am still @#$%^*&*&_)*^$^##_)_))$#@#^* pissed…..