Finally the end of the month is coming... work’s coming along ok, but a little on the quiet side… been able to blog more this week… hahahaha…
it’s all working out for me now… am loving every minute of my life… things are working out the way they should be… it seems as though nothing can go wrong now… just don’t wanna get too excited… don’t wanna jinx anything…
Been reading Chicken Soup for the Romantic Soul… I know, I know… its Oprah in a book… it’s romantic though… makes me believe in love and the essence of it all…
Twenty six years of my life and I’ve been chasing after love… I’ve always had the same image for the man that I wanna spend my life with… I wanted him to be the Prince Charming like all fairy tales… and my wedding to be the talk of the town… I wanted an ending to be “happily ever after”…
I realized that all in all I loved the idea of having the whirlwind romance… I never stopped to think about the aftereffects of it all… I chose men that swept me off my feet then swept me under their feet… yes we had good times but that doesn’t mean the black clouds should be ignored… things that were adorable and lovable soon seem to be unbearable… habits that I thought I could break turns out to be a characteristic trait… after some time I stop trying and I’m blamed for not trying to work things out…
After making all the mistakes, I finally found someone to teach me the right way… NO!!!!!!
We are not going on or anything like that… but when I’m with him, I learn so much… learnt how to live life and not be uptight over everything… learnt to let things go and enjoy the simple pleasures in life… life is not all about clubbing and enjoying… life can be a simple pleasure, like enjoying a nice quiet dinner, or kicking back to a nice movie in the comforts of your own home… he has made me realize that friends don’t make me the person that I am… I have the freedom to choose who I want to be friends with…
I treasure every one of my friends and would lay my life for them… I wouldn’t want a group of fakers to be around me… my small and intimate group of friends is good enough for me...
Anyhoo, I know that I don’t want some grand and fancy wedding… all I want is the guy to tell me that he loves me and I know that I will his forever… no fancy church or dress can replace the feeling…
Ps. Veron, Deb, & Ling, no matter where and when I get proposed, I WILL call you!!!!!
Pss. No matter which part of the world I intend to get married, you three will be the bridesmaids…
Psss. I love everyone in my life that has seen me go through life and are there for me all the time….
HUGGIES & KISSES to all….
