It’s Monday and I’m super bored…
So here’s a short story for all to enjoy…
As I sit and reminisce about our past I wonder whether I have done the right thing…
Letting you go was the hardest thing I ever did but I knew that holding on would be just as painful…
You were slipping through my fingers as would sand do…
All I wanted was you to love but you have shown me hatred… we were in this together but somehow you continued the journey on your own…we started threading on paths away from each other…am calling you back but you have moved so far ahead…
Finally you have realized the drifts and distance but it’s all too late… too late for you to come back…cause this time, I’ve gone too far from you…
You failed to realize the difficulties I had to face when I was trying to walk on my own… removing my dependence on you was the hardest thing to do… suddenly I was thrust into the world of uncertainties and all I had was myself to figure everything out…
Your protective cover was gone when I needed the most…So many things were left unsaid…
Now you are back…asking me to pick up from where we left off…now how am I supposed to do that????
I gave you my heart and all I got back was pieces of it…
After all the pain I went through, I closed my heart to all…but you are back and you expect me to open up…
How can I understand you when you never gave me a chance to stand by you in times of darkness??? All you did was to push me further while you had gone through it…
Letting you go wasn’t easy… I tried with all my might to gather bits and pieces of happiness to shoe you but all you need was to shove me away and told me “It’s no use…All is over…”
Letting you back isn’t going to be easy either…questions arise and are left unanswered… I have no idea how long are going to stay this time…
We have proven to each other time and time again…we are drifters in each others’ lives… we pass by time and time again only to be separated…
My heart can’t take it anymore… you have killed me once 4 years ago and have succeeded in killing me again…
I don’t think I can take it anymore…
You are free to go and no one is gonna stop you…
However, do not doubt the love I have for you as every time a doubt occurs, you have killed me once again…
