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It’s Monday and I’m super bored…

So here’s a short story for all to enjoy…

As I sit and reminisce about our past I wonder whether I have done the right thing…

Letting you go was the hardest thing I ever did but I knew that holding on would be just as painful…

You were slipping through my fingers as would sand do…

All I wanted was you to love but you have shown me hatred… we were in this together but somehow you continued the journey on your own…we started threading on paths away from each other…am calling you back but you have moved so far ahead…

Finally you have realized the drifts and distance but it’s all too late… too late for you to come back…cause this time, I’ve gone too far from you…

You failed to realize the difficulties I had to face when I was trying to walk on my own… removing my dependence on you was the hardest thing to do… suddenly I was thrust into the world of uncertainties and all I had was myself to figure everything out…

Your protective cover was gone when I needed the most…So many things were left unsaid…

Now you are back…asking me to pick up from where we left off…now how am I supposed to do that????

I gave you my heart and all I got back was pieces of it…

After all the pain I went through, I closed my heart to all…but you are back and you expect me to open up…

How can I understand you when you never gave me a chance to stand by you in times of darkness??? All you did was to push me further while you had gone through it…

Letting you go wasn’t easy… I tried with all my might to gather bits and pieces of happiness to shoe you but all you need was to shove me away and told me “It’s no use…All is over…”

Letting you back isn’t going to be easy either…questions arise and are left unanswered… I have no idea how long are going to stay this time…

We have proven to each other time and time again…we are drifters in each others’ lives… we pass by time and time again only to be separated…

My heart can’t take it anymore… you have killed me once 4 years ago and have succeeded in killing me again…

I don’t think I can take it anymore…

You are free to go and no one is gonna stop you…

However, do not doubt the love I have for you as every time a doubt occurs, you have killed me once again…

Happy 55^th Birthday Daddy!!!!!!

Happy Daddy’s Day!!!!!!

No matter how old I may be, I’m a daddy’s girl and I’m not shy to admit it…I love him fiercely and hate anyone hurting him…don’t get me wrong…I do love my mom but I’ve always been in love with my dad…I looked up to him as a role model and hope that one fine day, I would be able to find someone who loves me and cherishes me like my dad. He overlooks my faults and loves me unconditionally…I would never change my parents for anything in the world…

I want my daddy…*pouts*

I’m missing him too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's kinda depressing day...as I got out of bed at 7am...I couldn't stop crying...today's the day we put my baby, Chinu down...I know everyone must be wondering how can I put down a dog who just gave birth...truth is, she is really sick and the doctor suspected she had cancer...it's amazing that her kids turned out fine...even as she gave birth, I could feel her giving up half way...I kept on procrastinating the whole thing...I just didn't wanna let her go...finally I made the decision to put her down and to end her suffering...

I remember the 1st time she came to stay with my family...didn't like her much as she always bullied Lassy, my other dog...

when I moved out, Chinu fell very sick and I had to bring her to the vet...didn't want to but I did anywayz...brought her to my place to stay and subsequently after that, I started loving her...she would always wait for me to come home before she eats and loves to go out w/o the leash...she's a lovable creature and would always sleep in the bed with me...if I were to go out and not tell her, she would show her irritation by peeing all over the house...

she used to irritate and yet be so special to me at the same time...she loved my Narnia blanket...I gave it to her to keep her warm and even bought her a little bed...which she hardly used as she was on my bed...she was the one who would keep me company on dark nights and moments...whenever I would breakdown, she would stop whatever she would be and she would come over and sit in my place and look at me...it was as though she was telling me that she would be with me no matter what...she was always there for me...when I flunked my exams or even failed an assignment...the simple gesture of placing her paw on me made me feel so good...days when I fight with my dad and the rest of the world...she had always been there for me...

When she gave birth, I was with her holding her paw assuring her that I will be there for her...

She would love to run in the field but would always look back to see whether I would be there for her...

She always looked for assurance from me and my family members...she was a special creature...

Things got worse after she gave birth...she became terribly sick....

this morning when I carried her, it was as though she knew she was going to sleep forever...I wrapped her in her Narnia blanket and for once, she didn't struggle...even during the cab ride to the vet's...she was calm and composed...I hugged her tightly and she sighed loudly...I told her that I love her and she nuzzled her wet nose against my cheek..The vet asked me whether I wanted to see her go and I told her no...I started crying even before I stepped out of the room...my mom was there with me and she comforted me telling me that Chinu is going go to a better place...I couldn't see her for the last time...I always want to remember her as the pet that I grew to love and gave me pleasure in her simple way...

I believe she is in a happy place...playing with all her friends and her parents as well...she's looking down at me and is telling me that I am happy...

will be collecting her ashes in 2 weeks time...don't know whether I should throw it in the sea or should I keep it...mom tells me that we should scatter her ashes into the sea...I was shocked when my mom cried as well...my mom's the stronger one...I am emotionally weak...

She has left behind memories and she has made me into a person who can love once again...

am really feeling the strain of it all....
things not going according to plan...it's so frustrating....i m at the brink of sanity.....tempted to give it all up and just leave....
things are going crazy at work....
on top of everything, i get irritated by the state of the toilet.....whenever i go in my favourite cubicle, i just wanna puke (YES I DO HAVE A FAVORITE TOILET)
somehow i suspect that some guy is using the ladies toilet.....we don't have THINGS to hold and aim so why can't one just shoot it in the bowl....all we do is sit and let it out....is that so difficult??????
every time i go in i have wipe the seat and the floor (I USE LOADS OF TOILET PAPER), i flush and then i sit.... its as though i m the cleaner.....can't blame the cleaner much.... it's just the inconsiderate shit heads.....
i mean seriously ladies.... it ain't so difficult for you to sit and pee....u need not use your brains that much....
i kinda suspect about the intelligence of women....don't get me wrong....i am a woman and yet i doubt about other women....
they act as though if they should ever use their brains, they would suffer from PHD....
especially if they are around guys that they like....i don't think guys would like to hang out with me if i acted like a dumb blonde....
i've seen ladies go so low just to please the guy...i wonder if it is worth it all......
i think a guy should like me for who i m and not for what i can be....
Mohan used to tell me that there isn't a guy out there for me....
could he be true????
i just wonder.....
its 6.30...
i go to go to mom's shop to do my brows.....