so many things has been happening in da world these days so i've decided to rant n rave of my site
guys,stop cheating.......
it hurts so much to find out that things u feel is going right is just an illusion.......
people,
appreciate ur parents coz no matter how much they scream at u they still love u n u r still their child........
fantasies, when shattered,kills
when a woman loves some1, they do it w/o much expectations so is it too much to actually love them???????????????
assignments are a killer whn u try to cram it the night b4................
people whom u think u noe so well turn out to be otherwise..................
appreciate the people around u coz b4 u noe it, they are gone..................
stop telling lies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is it so damn hard to tell da truth????????????
cant people just be themselves????????????
y put up a front when u cant keep up with it???????????????
be real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
people will appreciated u better when they noe who u r really.........
everyone has their problems to them they think that their own problems are big as da world but do understand that others r going thru shit as well so if u cant understand that, dont make it worse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we are there to help u but if u choose to go otherwise dont blame everyone around u......
look it's ur life n u live it, we help by showing u a different to go about it n if u choose not to follow, then it's ur own bloody problem.......
stop acting like u care when u dont.......
buzz off with ur perceptions of my life coz i noe it better than u do......
if u think i m a slut then hell so be it.......
i live my life for myself n my friends who care n love me so go show ur insincerity somewhere else......
i was fine w/o u
i m fine w/o u
i will be fine w/o u
stop blaming others for the way ur life has turned out
u chose ur life so live it
oh yea FYI i m living my life to da fullest n loving it
so fark off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i tell u dis is da worst day of my life.....1st i m super sick.....when i left home for work today......it started pouring....then i missed not one but TWO feeder services!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i mean when i really need to take da damn bus, it takes so long time to come.......
kinda contemplated whether to run for it and in da event i fall i face a huge embarassment or shud i just walk to da station?
i decided to walk......i saw a cab n wanted to board it n realized that i left my wallet at home......

luckily the driver told me he is not going to town....

thank god i had my ez link card in my back pocket......

dont noe wat made me put it there but i did....i knew that if i went back home i would give up n go to sleep..........went to work and realize that i had tons of work to do, piled up from da weekend.........finally actually got to work n sat on my chair till 3pm b4 i could get up........ i tot my butt died n went to butt heaven........i tell u with da amt of work i have n da restricted time i have, i leave office by crawling out.....

god i need a holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have no idea wha's up with fashion amongst men lately

as i take the train to work,

i notice a lot of men look as though they just got out of bed

n the most amazing thing is tat they seem to have spent hours on tat look

wudn't it be much easier if they actually just left their houses straight from bed

y bother dressing in ur pjs

guys as much i love u to wear boxers i m not really interested in seeing them in public

especially those that have little hearts on them

like what's up with that?????????????

i understand that the call for SNAG's for metro sexual men is rampant

but i dont think u have to stretch it tat far

call me fuddy duddy or old fashioned

i dont care

anyway guyz i think u shud look gd n smell gd

pls keep the "out of bed" look n smell in bed

the most depressing week is going by

i got a major assignment due next week

n i have not started on it at all

i have no idea how am i gonna pass this module

when i 1st saw the title of the module i was super excited thinking that it's gonna be super fun

but when i went to da class boy was i wrong

not only did da lecturer talked too slow,

i also has a presentation due on sunday, the last day of class

boy did we all panicked

but on the bright side

we had a good time cramming our brains trying to figure out what the lecturer wanted

rite now onli a miracle can help me pass my assignment

i tot u wud be different

afterall we have known each other for so many years

but yet u have proven me wrong

u of all people have disappointed me terribly

somehow the loss doesn't affect me too much

u gave me something invaluable

something i will treasure

i have neva asked u anything in this lifetime and u noe i will neva ask

all i have eva prayed & asked for his ur well being

whether u r going to be with me or not is not impt

as much u being to what u were b4

i love u unconditionally

as the eva so famous lines go

"if u love someone, u gotta set her/him free,
if him/she returns in time,
u will know him/she is urs"

yea yea

i noe its a rip off a sad long song

but have no idea wat song is tat

anyway u get the idea

As he fights against the cancer raging in his body, his will, no matter how strong, is slowly being defeated… I honor this man he is a father to not only his 2 daughters but also to me, a girl from a different race & religion never treated me like an outsider sure we had times when we cud not agree on thing but the bottom line is that this man chose to accept me for who I am… As I watch him wither away, my heart calls out to him… there were so many things that I wanted to tell him… so many apologies that I want to make… too many things to thank him about at this stage, I think to myself how many times have I procrastinated about telling people how I feel about them? It makes me wonder how many people's toes have I stepped on?
Even though the words are at the tip of my tongue I know he can't hear me… I feel so helpless I feel the urgency to tell everyone around me how much I love them n how much they mean to me not knowing what may happen tomorrow or in fact even today
Well here is a shout out to one & all those whom I have known over the years & have lost contact or am in contact I love u all