Dear baby,
This is your mommy here. I have been meaning to write this letter for a long time but never got down to it. You were a shock when you came into my life… I thought I wanted to enjoy my new life… I was at a dilemma whether to keep you or not… I’m glad I did…

The first trimester was a killer… our doctor was horrible and we were confused of what to do… we finally found a gem of a doctor and you made me a permanent resident in KKH…

Your daddy was always there tapping my back consoling me whenever I’m slumped over the toilet bowl… he was always reassuring me that I looked beautiful even while I was puking my guts out…

As I progressed further into the pregnancy, the violent bouts of nausea were replaced by mad dashes to the toilet… apparently you had found my bladder and squeezing as when you ever fancied…

You gave me weird mood swings and weird food cravings… you never fail to make me realize that you are a growing inside of me…

I will never forget the day I felt you move for the first time… your daddy, your granny as well as myself all gathered around my tummy to feel it again…

When it was time to find out your sex, we were simply awed by seeing you on the screen… seeing you squirm darting away from the thing that was prodding your sacred place… your irritation was sensed as I vomited once I came out of the screening room…

You travelled to Bangkok in my tummy… everyone had a good time touching you… your daddy went crazy buying you clothes… looking the best for his little one…

Your daddy and I love watching every move that you make in me… Romeo loves lying near you as to tell you that he is waiting as well… we all can’t wait for you to be out and in our arms…

We are counting down to the days when you would make your grand appearance into the world…

Rearranging our lives and our room to accommodate the little one… your little bed has been bought and arranged… your coming home clothes has been packed…

50 more days to go!!!!!

As I sit here and type this I can feel your somersaults and kicks in me… as if to tell me that you are anxiously waiting as well…

Till we meet…

Your mommy….

loveHURTS
SHE was here @ 5:59 PM

Hello,
I’ve been really busy… busy slacking…. hahahahahaha…. Been meaning to blog but too lazy…. Am now in my seventh month… feel like the “Marshmallow Man” from Ghostbusters… (Don’t know anyone remembers him)… feel so big and clumsy… Baby has been super active… especially when he hears his daddy’s voice… life has been perfect… sometimes I worry it’s too perfect… someone might jinx it…

I have a loving home, a loving hubby and my special child… I can’t believe I’m going to celebrate my birthday for the last time as a couple… this time next year, I would be having my baby in arms trying to wish me “Happy Birthday”… ok I know I’m exaggerating but I'm allowed to… been feeling pretty emotional… really looking forward to the baby’s arrival… I can’t believe that in a few months I would carry my bundle of joy… *super excited*….

Right now, I am especially looking forward to my birthday treat to Bangkok… I would be leaving this Friday and will be back mid next week…. Don’t miss me people!!!!!! Tubby Hubby and Mommy are going with me so I will be in safe hands…. I can hear some people heaving a sigh of relief… I will be in safe hands and doctor has certified me safe to travel… I am gonna shop till I drop for my precious bundle of joy…and also for myself… Tubby Hubby is going to be my personal trainer… hahahahaha… he is going to work me back into shape… I can’t wait…

I am super bored in office… I have some work to do but am super lazy… think I will work on it when I'm back from my holiday…
For those who know me and my OCD-ish behavior, you must be thinking that I have got my stuff all packed up… I am sad to inform you that I found the tickets and my passport last night… hahahaha… I have yet to decide on which bag I wanna bring to BKK…

I will buy everyone what they have requested for… don’t worry… I have an amazing 120kg baggage allowance… hahahaha…
I heard its rainy there so am pretty worried… hope the days that I would be there won’t be rainy… I’ve got 2 tours during the weekend… I so wanna go… so pls God, if you are reading this… pls don't let it rain…. It can rain during the evening or night time but not the daytime… thanks in advance…

okok… gonna check on my facebook applications… see ya….

loveHURTS
SHE was here @ 3:44 PM

Been reading through my blog and realized that I’ve not blogged about anything interesting… all I have there are random quizzes and an advert for the tau - geh (bean sprout husks) pillows…

Been having one of that writer’s block… or in other words been super lazy!!!!!!! Too busy facebook-ing, watching T.V. (FYI: I am a true couch potato; I pledge allegiance to fulfill my duties as a T.V. addict)

I kinda hate to leave the house now… I find comfort staying indoors with my trusty T.V. and my couch…. I’d play with my 2 dogs and watch T.V.

Life’s great…

Now, I’m not gonna blog all about my couch potato ways… there more to this blog…

I wanna blog about the Comedy Night I went to with Suresh… I had a blast… the company was awesome and the jokes were great… it felt good going out with my huge ass tummy… yes yes a guy actually went out with me and he is NOT Tubby Hubby… I survived and so did he… surprise surprise….

I AM NOT THAT FRIGHTENING TO GO OUT WITH…

Kinda miss going out with him… he was one guy with whom I could talk about anything and everything under the sun… but every time SOMEONE gets attached, he conveniently forgets me…. *boo hoo hoo*

Been doing some baby shopping with Tubby Hubby… got our baby cot at a steal… went for the Motherhood Exhibition last month and managed to snag myself a 1 year subscription of the “Mother and Baby” magazine as well as a baby cot… still looking for the perfect stroller though… have been looking around and can’t seem to find the right one… it’s either too expensive or too small… I need something big and sturdy… I remember going into 1 shop in AMK Hub… I found the perfect stroller… but the price was about $800.00 bucks… I had half the mind to tell her that I was asking for the cost of the stroller and not the down payment for a car… Tubby Hubby had to half drag me out of the shop before I could open my mouth… I bet there are loads of shop assistants who just wish I would drop dead… all I can say is that too bad “Too bad… Shit Happens”…

On another note, I just wish some people would just bug off from my life (note: I’m being very mild here…) I’m living my life the way I want to… you were given a chance to be part of it but you chose to move away so don’t come around acting all concerned… just cut the act and leave me alone… you don’t see me going all busybody-ish…

Phew… got that off my chest…

I got to go now… me wanna watch the Nanny….

Tata…

loveHURTS
SHE was here @ 2:11 PM

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Pls pass around this message. (helping a friend)

Thanks

loveHURTS
SHE was here @ 7:33 AM

001. Real name → ANITA DEVI...
002. Nickname(s)→ ANANYA, ANA, PRINCESS, BABY...
003. Family name→ DEVI...
004. Zodiac sign → TAURUS...
005. Male or female → FEMALE...
006. Elementary → LIVING WATER...
007. Middle School → KUO CHUAN PRIMARY...
008. High School-> KUO CHUAN SECONDARY...
010. Hair color → DARK BROWN...
011. Long or short → LONG...
012. Loud or Quiet → LOUD...
013. Sweats or Jeans → JEANS...
014. Phone or Camera → CAMERA PHONE...
015. Health freak → NO!!!!!
016. Drink or Smoke? → USED TO...
017. Do you have a crush on someone → YUP...
018. Eat or Drink → BOTH...
019. Piercings → EARS; NOSE...
020. Tattoos → NONE...

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → 5 YEARS OLD...
024. First best friend → PANG YU LING...
025. First award → DANCING COMPETION...
026. First crush →12 YRS...
027. First pet → FISHY...
030. First big birthday → IN PRE-SCHOOL...

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → NOTHING...
050. Drinking → WATER...

052. I'm about to → EAT MY MEDICINE AND VITAMINS...

053. Listening to → A LOMANTIC SONG FROM YUVRAJ...

054. Plans for today → MEETING SUPERMAN TONIGHT...

055. Waiting for → THE DAY TO END...

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → GONNA HAVE 1SOON...
059. Want to get married? → AM OREADI MARRIED...
060. Careers in mind → OWNING A BABY BOUTIQUE...

WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes → EYES...
070. Shorter or taller? → TALLER!!!!!
072. Romantic or spontaneous → SPONTANEOUSLY ROMANTIC....

073. Nice stomach or nice arms → ARMS...
074. Sensitive or loud → DEPENDS ON THE SITUATION...
075. Hook-up or relationship → RELATIONSHIP...
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → HESITANT...
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → YUP...
081. Ran away from home --- NOPE...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → NOPE...
083. Killed somebody → WTF?!?!?!? NOPE...
084. Broken someone's heart → I THINK SO...
085. Been arrested → NO...
087. Cried when someone died → Yes!!!!!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → YES...

090. Miracles → YES...
091. Love at first sight → NOPE...
092. Heaven → YES...

093. Santa Claus → YES...
094. Sex on the first date→ NO WAY!!!!!
095. Kiss on the first date → ON THE CHEEK.... DEPENDING ON THE GUY’S BEHAVIOR THROUGHOUT THE DATE...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → YES...
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → YES...
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ HAHAHAHAHA....

loveHURTS
SHE was here @ 10:44 AM

HELLO ALL,

I AM TYPING IN CAPS COZ I’M PRETTY PISSED OFF…. I HATE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO INTERFERE IN MY LIFE…. WHY THE HELL DOES ONE CARE WHETHER I’M MARRIED OR NOT????? WHY THE HELL DOES ONE CARE WHETHER MY CHILD HAS A FATHER OR NOT???? SO WHAT IF I LIKE TO BLOG MY FEELINGS THAT DOES NOT MEAN I LIKE TO SHARE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN MY PERSONAL LIFE…

SO PLS DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND SCREW OFF… MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

loveHURTS
SHE was here @ 9:54 AM

Rules:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you (or I think you'll come up with really entertaining things).

1. I am a simple girl with simple needs…

2. I prefer a simple quiet home-cooked meal with my loved ones…

3. I love my doggies as though they were my children…

4. I am secretly married to Anil Kapoor and Govinda in my 2 SEPARATE fantasy worlds… *DON’T LAUGH!!!!!!*

5. I love my mummy and daddy a lot, even though we tend to disagree at times… 1 love my 2 brothers to bits!!!!!! In short, I love my family to bits…

6. I love TB (Tubby Hubby) *even though I don’t tell him enough*…

7. I don’t wanna work and wanna stay home to be a stay-home mom…

8. I would sacrifice my time and all for my close ones…

9. I love my Hindi dramas… *even TB gets rejected* Golden Rule: Talk during advertisements…

10. I am a sucker for Chinese dramas… *I even watch the repeat telecasts*

11. I hate durians…

12. I love to watch Disney Channel… *I can hear Veron laughing*

13. I love spontaneity and surprises…

14. I smile whenever I think about Sentosa… (TB gave me a wonderful surprise by whisking me off to the beach for a nice romantic moonlight BK dinner with a bottle of lovely red wine and there were fireworks*literally* )

15. I’ve always wanted to have twins…

16. I am a couch potato…

17. I sleep with my doggies on my bed…

18. I am super vain…

19. I don’t follow fashion…

20. I am my destiny…

21. I hate it when people nag…

22. I love to read…

23. I love to play board games…

24. I enjoy going to Toys ‘R’ Us… *now I have an excuse*

25. I wanna runaway to a faraway island and start a small restaurant by the sea…

Am gonna tag in Facebook… I guess you know how bored I am right now…

loveHURTS
SHE was here @ 11:01 AM

Hey hey,

Had an awful night plus a bad morning…. Mom came home from a wedding dinner claiming her left hand was cramping up… my brother and I got my mother to change and we rushed her to the hospital with Tubby Hubby (TB)… we stayed there till 2 plus and once the doctor gave us the assurance she is ok, we brought her home… went to sleep around 3 plus and got rudely awakened by the idiotic lion dancers… every morning they make so much bloody noise… worse than barbarians… plus I didn’t get to sleep much last night… TB and Romeo were snoring so loudly… had to stuff my ears to sleep properly… Haiz…

Got up late and rushed to take a cab… guess the cab driver was in a bigger hurry than me or he is just getting ready to the F1… he did a huge-ass swerve in one of the small lanes and the cab tire burst… damn luck… had to look for another cab… came to work damn late… had something to eat but apparently the baby didn’t like what I ate and decided that I should puke everything out…

Damn!!!! It’s really not my day… I so wanna go home and crash… thank God, I’ve got a maid for my place to take care of my family and house… time is ticking by so slowly… Plus the damn PA system in my building is playing songs from the 80s'... not that i don't like it but it's the same 15 songs from 9am - 6pm... I am so gonna go crazy...

TB has gone away for 2 days which means I’ve got days of freedom… no one to nag at me… *yahoo!!!!!!*

Been reading up about my pregnancy and am fascinated with the way the baby is growing… it felt like yesterday when I found out I was expecting… and now it’s been 14 weeks… time really flies…

Ok me gtg… TB calling me… *wonders who’s the sensitive one in the relationship* hahahahahaha…..

loveHURTS
SHE was here @ 10:17 AM

when did it start,
when it end????